Feeling boring

[leftyjew]

I feel like I am stagnant and boring. I find myself wasting time and not growing or even meeting people. When I do talk to people, my conversations bore me. I know I'm not usually boring. What's happened? I have been in and out of boredom since starting this job. It is great to meet people with a lot of energy and life in them, but I feel like I don't have that anymore. I need something. Travel? A new job? A new life? Starting over? I've come to realize that I have lived in my house since October. That's almost 7 months straight. This is the first time I've lived anywhere for 7 months straight since high school. What a weird feeling. I've wanted to put down roots somewhere for a while, but I don't feel that I'm doing that. Even though I've lived here for 7 months, I feel very temporary. Even though I've been at my job for 4 months (the longest I've ever held a job for since school and such get in the way, not that I get fired), I feel like it's not something I'm investing my life in. Actually, I pray that I'm not investing my life here. There seem to be too many dead ends.
I'd like to find something I can invest myself in. I want something I can be stimulated by. I feel very superficial. I feel very simple. I know I'm more interesting than I am right now, but where has it gone?